I go by the name CHRESTELLA
turning 17 on 18/11. Indonesian. constantly moving.
Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius & it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring.
- marilyn monroe
hit counters since 3/18/2009
et cetera
dear dearest people
I wonder how stupid others think I am to believe all the lies that were told, all the things that were done behind my back, or simply things that was right infront of me but I pretend not to know. I'm not that dumb nor am I ignorant, I just choose to not know and act as if it never happen. So that I do not need to constantly think of it, that the pain that I bear will just be inside, caged like a bird, & it will just be on me. Afterall, I'll always be this 'villain' in everybody's eyes, and through all those things you did, you'll still be the one taking all the good credits.
oh wells, I'm always on the wrong anyway. back to old times, all by myself.
- Forever is composed of nows ♥
dear dearest people
I wonder how stupid others think I am to believe all the lies that were told, all the things that were done behind my back, or simply things that was right infront of me but I pretend not to know. I'm not that dumb nor am I ignorant, I just choose to not know and act as if it never happen. So that I do not need to constantly think of it, that the pain that I bear will just be inside, caged like a bird, & it will just be on me. Afterall, I'll always be this 'villain' in everybody's eyes, and through all those things you did, you'll still be the one taking all the good credits.
oh wells, I'm always on the wrong anyway. back to old times, all by myself.
