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    I go by the name CHRESTELLA
    turning 17 on 18/11. Indonesian. constantly moving.

    Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius & it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring.
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    coping

    There it goes again. That heavy feeling in your chest when you don't feel any desire to speak or to justify yourself. All you want to do is to close your eyes and sleep, because the process of being broken is incredibly exhausting. You attempt your best to make your days worthwhile and fulfilling, but no matter how hard you try, you just can't seem to connect to anyone or anything.

    To get up in the morning only to know that you have to face another obstacle takes strength.
    To smile when the only thing you can do is cry takes bravery.
    To act happy and laugh when you know that times are at their worst takes courage.
    To be joyous when the only good news is the best of bed news takes support.
    To be there and help others through the roughest times in life takes love.

    i miss my friends, that's if I've ever been considered as even a mere friend.

    - Forever is composed of nows