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    I go by the name CHRESTELLA
    turning 17 on 18/11. Indonesian. constantly moving.

    Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius & it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring.
    - marilyn monroe
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    don't let me fall

    I hate being alone. I'm clingy and constantly crave the attention of those who seem so well off and perfect. It's terrible because we really shouldn't depend on anybody but ourselves. I put up such a strong facade, nobody would believe I could ever be sad or alone. I've worked hard to achieve that status and even harder to keep reassuring people it's real. But sometimes I wish everyone would know. I am not perfect. Not even close. I feel like a nobody most of the time. and the only thing worse than being alone is feeling alone with everybody beside you.

    - Forever is composed of nows