I go by the name CHRESTELLA
turning 17 on 18/11. Indonesian. constantly moving.
Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius & it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring.
- marilyn monroe
hit counters since 3/18/2009
et cetera
death will get us alive
trust me, i had enough of cheering myself up. this continuous never ending night mare has no ending and i can honestly say, i'm tired of every single thing, tired of complaining about it or to even have to deal with it. i'm tired of living to just get pass through it. the worst part is, i'm even tired to be me. no one cares and i'm sick of being vulnerable. i wish to just be invisible, immune to feelings, and tarnish through thin air.
i have died everyday for a thousand years and a thousand more.
- Forever is composed of nows ♥
death will get us alive
trust me, i had enough of cheering myself up. this continuous never ending night mare has no ending and i can honestly say, i'm tired of every single thing, tired of complaining about it or to even have to deal with it. i'm tired of living to just get pass through it. the worst part is, i'm even tired to be me. no one cares and i'm sick of being vulnerable. i wish to just be invisible, immune to feelings, and tarnish through thin air.
i have died everyday for a thousand years and a thousand more.
