been refraining myself from pouring everything out for awhile. As usual, it always came to a boiling point. it's been hell for the past few days, especially bottling it up. does it really harm others to help a friend in need? or do people just want to see my breaking point and let me suffer in misery? & it really kills me to pretend to be calm while my mind keeps questioning my brain when all I could do is to break down at any moment.

In this sea of people I know, is there even one that I can trust or lean in?

it takes a strong front to ask and trust me, it kills to have to answer it myself.

I'm sick of empty promises. I want you to feel what you put me through.

- Forever is composed of nows ♥

been refraining myself from pouring everything out for awhile. As usual, it always came to a boiling point. it's been hell for the past few days, especially bottling it up. does it really harm others to help a friend in need? or do people just want to see my breaking point and let me suffer in misery? & it really kills me to pretend to be calm while my mind keeps questioning my brain when all I could do is to break down at any moment.

In this sea of people I know, is there even one that I can trust or lean in?

it takes a strong front to ask and trust me, it kills to have to answer it myself.

I'm sick of empty promises. I want you to feel what you put me through.

- Forever is composed of nows ♥